Father

The mixed group I’m in is currently reading, “THE RETURN OF THE PRODIGAL SON.”  I read a page that talked to me direct!  I have been dealing with abuse from my earthly father for years, from the time I can remember to present day.  Within the last 6-12 months God has allowed me to actually pray for him with a sincere heart.  I don’t feel hate toward him anymore, but I don’t feel love either?  I have been taking this baggage everywhere with me for almost 41 years.  God is doing a work in me!!  I never thought I would be able to forgive my father, or better yet, I never thought I would want to forgive him!  I have found, the more God chisels away at my hardness toward my dad, the closer I feel to my father in heaven!!  I don’t understand this??  I recognize it, but I just can’t figure it out….  I shared this with my group last night.  I felt as though God told me I needed to???  I am so blessed that I am part of the body of Christ, that is actually real!!!  They really listen!! They really care!!!  They probe down deep into what makes me tick!!! They are to me, what the sword was to the prodigal son.. Thank You God for loving me…

“JESUS COME SOON!”