Walls

I wonder what it would be like if everyone let down their walls?  I work with a guy, he’s not a very big guy physically, but his wall is “HUGE”!  I have been praying for him and taking his sarcastic and sometimes hurtful comments toward me.  God has helped me love him!!!  His wall has holes, I think God has shown me one.  I was standing out in the warehouse the other day and he walked over to me and made one of his normal sarcastic comments, but this time instead of blowing it off and asking how he’s been, I said, I would love to find out what’s down deep in your heart.  He almost looked scared and mumbled something under his breath.  Later that day he shared with me that his nephew he and his wife raised is dying of aids and is now in the hospital and it’s just a matter of time.  I asked him if it would be alright if I went to visit him.  I could see him start to marshmallow, then all of a sudden the walls came up and he told me that he didn’t think that was a good idea.  I just said o.k., I respect that, and I walked away.  I have noticed everyday since then, he’s been different, less angry, maybe even sad?  Today he didn’t talk much to anyone, he even went to places during breaks that nobody-else was.  I will keep praying for him and I’m just waiting on God, I thank God for allowing me to observe his greatness.

Father, tear down our walls, help us share our lives with others, to become the most beautiful bride for your son, it’s in his name I pray. amen