My expectations of God are so different from Gods. Gods expectations of me are so different from mine. I have an evening planned with another couple, in my mind I have it all under “control”. We will have a little dessert and coffee, work our way into some good conversation, probe a little into our spiritual lives, pray and see them Sunday. God had a different plan. The trust and honesty of that night just floors me, God was in control and we were on a roller coaster going where ever he decided. My fear level was like a childs, I was so scarred of saying the wrong things, doing the wrong things and then realize I don’t have control anyway. God was sitting in the room with us, his presence was undeniably strong. Thank you God for last night!
Tonight, we went to the “k’s” house. It feels so good to let someone probe into your life, to explore and challenge our ideas and values, and to be in the company of someone that I can just relax and be honest with and not worry of being judged or condemned. The “k’s” are becoming more and more like family, their marriage inspires me, to watch two people so much in love just gets me excited about my own marriage. They are so in love with Jesus, that just ignites me!!! I’m looking forward to see what God’s gonna do next, it is such a privilege to be a witness to his awesomeness.
“JESUS, COME SOON”!
